Mercury + Venus Retrograde and this upcoming Full Moon has come for us in the most deepest, harshest and healing ways as it pushes us to be better, to show up and to push past our old ways of being.

This Full Moon in Cancer has been bringing up the mother wound but also the family dynamic and stories we grew up with.

If you grew up in a house where there was a lot of chaos, ups and downs, scarcity, criticism, broken family, absent parent (emotionally, mentally, physically) then this is your deep subconscious program and this is what you recreate in your life or try so hard to not create but end up doing so.

You are used to the instability, the secrets, the lack of communication, the highs and lows, the not showing up and in that space you take that to everything in your life from the highs and lows of money to relationships to the instability in everything that you do to the not showing up in all areas of your life etc.

You had to learn how to be “safe” in an unsafe environment and have fried your nervous system by constantly in fear of the unknown as you were never fully safe.

This is where health/autoimmune issues, anxiety, crippling fear, checking out -not able to pay attention, bpd etc. come into play as you get older.

This energy of the Full Moon, Venus + Mercury Rx are here to change/rewrite the stories around your childhood and give you a fresh outlook as you create a new life free of the past pains of your parents and how you grew up.

We are shown how we have everything in front of us that we want but it is our mind and past pain from childhood that we limit and block ourselves from what we truly want.

We are shown how we move in ways that hurt ourselves, how we don’t take chances to explore what we really want in fear of rejection or even worse not being chosen to do life with. (Venus Rx)

We are given a space to pour into ourselves and our loved ones and give them full love and nurturing – the type we needed growing up. (Cancer Full Moon)

We are asked to show up in love and go full force and take a chance – showing up in a solid foundation- the type we needed 

the type we needed growing up. (Venus Rx)

We are asked to show up for ourselves in career and in life- the ways we needed growing up. (Mercury Rx)

Emotions are high right now and the core wounds are showing honestly since Venus went Rx in December… don’t worry only a few more weeks and then all planets will be direct.

Let yourself choose different ways of thinking, show up in all areas your life and let yourself have all that you want… it’s all in front of you anyways.

January 15, 2021