Saturn return can be one of the hardest journeys that you go through as you become initiated into adulthood.

You could think you are prepared but you could never fully prepare for the lessons, pressure and transformation that Saturn brings you.

Saturn return happens around the ages of 27-31 depending on your chart placements and is the time where you become an adult in astrology.

While you move through your return Saturn shows you everything you have been running from, teaches you how to put in hard work, kills your ego, serves you your karma, shows you your root of childhood pain, trauma and wounds that are keeping you locked in others stories, projections and keeping you from being your most truest self, it shows you how important your health is and puts you in alignment with your purpose.

While you move through your return you revisit the childhood stories that keep you in your parents stories and oftentimes you are getting some of the baby roots but not the full root until right after your return.

Saturn return shows you how committed, dedicated, loyal and focused you are to yourself, others and your dreams.

It is a 2-3 year of hardships and is bootcamp for your heart + soul- it is hard and full of ups and downs- but it is so worth it.

We have closed one of the hardest Saturn returns which was in Capricorn and those of you who have this transit know just how hard it was as Capricorn plays no games!

Towards the end of your return you may have noticed that it was beautiful as you stood in your purpose, got healthier, made more money etc., but there seemed to be more left on the table to clean up- which were the roots.

The first part after the return seemed to be a space of darkness as nothing felt in alignment anymore because you grew so much and needed space to re-evaluate this new you… well little did you know that the space was for you to go through one of the hardest times of your life as you entered the darkest part of the womb.

This was the time where all of the final roots have revealed themselves, everything finally unraveled and the cords cut themselves free.

You were able to see the box of childhood so clearly and your parents so clearly as your memory finally came back so clearly. You could see how your parents couldn’t do anything for you and how even as an adult they couldn’t. You could see how you had to defend/protect yourself through lying, anger, shutting down etc to keep yourself safe. You were able to see the generational timeline of relationships with money, love, health, food and mindset and how it played out in your life and finally break free from those stories. You could see where you would act out with sex, drugs and addictions etc to numb, feel something or even feel the void that you were missing from your parents. Stories revealed themselves of abandonment and where this started from emotional to physical and how it affected your life. You could see what you were always searching for from your parents whether it was love, to be seen, heard, protected, validated, etc. You could see that no one had you, took care of you or even protected you as a child and how it showed you that even in adulthood even when your life was on the line. You were able to expose what you knew all along and finally set the child free that has always been pure and innocent and become that again in all ways.

The umbilical cord finally was cut and you were able to become YOU. This has been the journey of unraveling into who you have always been and it may be hard- but Saturn gives you the love you didn’t know you needed.

The journey after your return is learning how to embody you after it’s all said and done.

Welcome home baby.

You have been waiting for you!